Hello Beautiful,

I have no idea if you’ll ever read this, probably not.

Either way, I want you to know, I love you a lot, you have been one of the best friends I have ever had & I think about you everyday & I want to speak to you everyday like I used to be things have become difficult between us recently.

So, just so you know, I have wanted to spend time with you because the thought of losing you forever & not spending time with you before I do makes me hate myself, but I know that spending time with you will encourage & bring forward the time when you have to go, can you see the problem I’m stuck with?

Until I work it out, all I can do is tell you I love you so much & you mean the world to me & always will.

You are my best friend & Peter Pannn :)

I love you so much Shmadamm x