when victim support call you

what a week :|

miss you x

Hello Beautiful,

I have no idea if you’ll ever read this, probably not.

Either way, I want you to know, I love you a lot, you have been one of the best friends I have ever had & I think about you everyday & I want to speak to you everyday like I used to be things have become difficult between us recently.

So, just so you know, I have wanted to spend time with you because the thought of losing you forever & not spending time with you before I do makes me hate myself, but I know that spending time with you will encourage & bring forward the time when you have to go, can you see the problem I’m stuck with?

Until I work it out, all I can do is tell you I love you so much & you mean the world to me & always will.

You are my best friend & Peter Pannn :)

I love you so much Shmadamm x

I feel so good since my exam. It’s literally as if a massive weight has been taken from my shoulders. It went so well and I have never felt so proud of myself. With everything that I have put on myself in the past month & I still made myself put the work in as well as quitting smoking & drinking & cut down on junk food & joining the gym. Plus illness & nightmares. I felt it all come out in the exam, all the work I’d put in paying off. I’m so happy.

I spent the evening in the gym with Becky, everything is turning around for me, I want 2010 to be a good year. 2009 was filled with loss, bereavement and heart break. As cliché as it is, this is my year, I want my confidence back.

I want to sort things out with my girls, I know over January I haven’t been the best friend, but I love you all so much and you all do so much for me, please don’t ever think I’d turn my back on you and I mean that for my mum as well. And Louis has been so supportive and understanding - coming to look after me whilst I was ill, putting up with my temper when I was depressed and being there for me whilst I revised, I love you, you are amazing.

These next 6 days revision is all it takes then I can work things out properly.

I can do this!

joshgoodwin:

Imagine.

You’ve just done something awful, you regret it with all your heart, and you’re terrified of what will happen. You know you need to tell someone. What’s the one thing you prey they’ve give you? Forgiveness.

Those who seek forgiveness are the sinners, those who offer forgiveness are the weak. Is this the case? What do we deem “forgivable”? Where do we draw the line between something that we can forgive, and something we must never forget?

Many people say that the ability to accept others mistakes is a valuable quality. But what mistakes do we as a society and individuals actually need to forgive? Is cheating on your partner forgivable? Is stealing from the shop forgivable?

I think what I’m trying to get at here, is an individual who did something which has torn my friends in tow. Some believe the deed was such that the individual should never be forgiven, and they should be left alone. Others though, believe that we all make mistakes and it’s inevitable that from time to time, we will indeed do things where we seek others forgiveness.

My opinion though, is that we should lead our relationships in such a way that your actions should never require forgiveness. Once an individual has been forgiven for one thing, their mind becomes accustomed to this and starts doing negative things over and over again.

I admire people who can forgive others, but I do question whether they have really forgiven them, or are they just covering up their true upset?

Forgiveness is like an opinion - it’s neither right nor wrong. It can neither be demanded nor requested, it’s simply whether or not we believe what you did is serious.

you are an amazing writer Josh! I had no idea!

of everything right now.

can’t wait for exams to be over & life to be back on track

no more tiredness, illness, nightmares, arguments

hi, you’re sexy

CRINGE! old times!

some of the things I’ve done to people

I have been selfish, spoiled & uncaring at times over the past few years & really hurt people

& I’ve never really regretted it until now

not because anything has happened, just because I really feel for the people I’ve hurt

I’m sorry!

needaplacetohide:

fuckyeahsimonamstell:

Noel: If you diss him one more time, I will slash you up.
Kristen: I’m gonna watch.
Noel: I’m gonna give you a Chinese burn and then Kristen’s gonna pour …
Simon: A pot of noodle on me? Yeah, go on!
Noel: Cream soda this time.
Simon: And then dragons will fly in and put bubbles in my head? Is that how it works? You just say funny words and it works, does it? You just try out weird words, hippopotamus and juggling, is that what happens? Anyone can do that! I’ve got fact based jokes!
Noel: Don’t make me cut the stuffing out of your pillow.
Simon: With a pair of scissors made of glitter?
Noel: No. With a motorbike made of jealousy.

looked after since last night by Louis :)

is nearly here

so it’s bedtime :)

the best person in the world

I love you mongfacee

need something fresh & new, seeing 1000’s of United logo’s 20 hours a week is seriously taking its toll

applying for some promo work for places in the Printworks

I need a long term job too though

that will give me lots of hours & pay me around £5.77 + :)

any ideas?